{"id":116,"date":"2018-06-18T03:44:33","date_gmt":"2018-06-18T03:44:33","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mariannaklebanov.com\/blog\/?p=116"},"modified":"2018-06-18T17:00:25","modified_gmt":"2018-06-18T17:00:25","slug":"how-does-it-feel","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/mariannaklebanov.com\/blog\/2018\/06\/18\/how-does-it-feel\/","title":{"rendered":"How does it feel?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>July 20, 2009<\/p>\n<div class=\"entry post-86 post type-post status-publish format-standard hentry category-july-2009 tag-child-abuse tag-ptsd tag-triggers\">\n<div class=\"post-content\">\n<p>Here is a public bulletin board post\u00a0by an adult who was abused as a child:<\/p>\n<p><em>My life is like a horror movie that just keeps playing over and over and over. Why doesn\u2019t somebody push the stop button!!!??<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>I can truly sympathize \/ empathize with all on here. All the abuses, mental and physical, seems I\u2019ve suffered through them all and then some.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Speaking of triggers\u2026..they are everywhere \u2013 in every corner, under every bed, in the eyes of strangers, and the words of loved ones. There is no escape from them.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>I have forgiven all who have misused me (that\u2019s an odd way to say it??)\u2026 but I have not forgotten, nor will I ever. Sometimes I just want to spit and cuss and break something\u2026.<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"entry post-67 post type-post status-publish format-standard hentry category-july-2009 tag-children tag-corporal-punishment tag-parenting tag-spanking tag-sweden\">\n<div class=\"post-meta\"><\/div>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>July 20, 2009 Here is a public bulletin board post\u00a0by an adult who was abused as a child: My life is like a horror movie that just keeps playing over and over and over. Why doesn\u2019t somebody push the stop button!!!?? I can truly sympathize \/ empathize with all on here. All the abuses, mental [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-116","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/mariannaklebanov.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/116","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/mariannaklebanov.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/mariannaklebanov.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/mariannaklebanov.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/mariannaklebanov.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=116"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/mariannaklebanov.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/116\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":156,"href":"http:\/\/mariannaklebanov.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/116\/revisions\/156"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/mariannaklebanov.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=116"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/mariannaklebanov.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=116"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/mariannaklebanov.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=116"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}